Slowly but Surely

i have been running from the facts for quite 2 weeks before got thousands wake up call. surprisingly, the last wake up call came from my ex! and it is truly amazing because finally, i've got what i really need. conformity, sorts of consort, boosts of motivation, and facts that smashed. okay, i know some will say i still cannot move on from my past relationship but, i'll let it pass. because at this time, i really really need his listening skills, ayat bapak-bapak etc.

i remember calling him few days ago and spill everything (only related things lah). aku bagitahu aku dah lost focus in studies, aku nak quit, nak cari kerja lain, camtu la. (which i tell everyone near me haha) dia tanya, kenapa lost, kenapa nak quit? aku dengan senang hati tembak, "tanya la diri awak sendiri kenapa saya macamni." LEGA

however, one of his words stuck in my head. "ingat, jangan fikir banyak-banyak. fokus je belajar. awak kuat. awak dahsyat. i look up to you. kalau awak tahu macam mana susah cari duit, dapatkan sesuatu, awak takkan berhenti belajar." 

so that's it! tu cerita few days ago yang buat aku resume my writing. and of course, bukan dia je la yang buat aku nak resume kerja. mestilah banyak lagi benda lain, and paling penting, sebab aku sendiri yang nak gerak buat kerja. 

anddd, meeting dengan sv baru ni tak kena marah, walaupun banyak lagi nak kena buat in a short time. long wayy to go, but i can. insya Allah. Misi mengejar proposal defence. 

oh, baru ni ada jaga kuiz untuk my sv's class. #tipscariduitpoket 

it's fun as i can see new faces, reflecting my degree time, and motivate myself to work harder.

aku dah start kerja part time dekat food court mall. *tipscariduitpoket 4 jam sehari, means 4 jam berdiri. semalam first day kerja. semuanya kena cekap dan pantas.  tengoklah sampai bila tahan. ahaha

lagipun, aku nak gunakan masa yang ada sepenuh yang boleh. taklarat dah duduk bilik saja, mengimbau kenangan dan jadi mat jenin. 

bye! dah lapar.